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12th December 2008

So many things to do, So little time.

Posted by BenNike

I'm back again. As cliche as it sounds like, it will always remain the unassailable truth for this statement.

There are just too many things to do and so little time.

I went for Sunway Badminton Club General Meeting for the election of committees. Having the thought of getting a higher ranking post in the commitee, I pulled back after some time of thinking. I wouldn't want to get myself stressed up due to numerous commitments I have.

  • Being committed to studies - high results
  • Being committed to badminton
  • Being committed to piano
  • Being committed to novels
  • Being committed to Computer Science
  • Being committed for Secretary for my Moral Studies Project

So it seems kinda few, but trust me, its rather time consuming and no doubt taking part of my life away, in a good sense of course =)

Moving on, Maths exam will commence next Thursday. Going to study after I'm done with this post. Well, there's basically every topic test every week. XD Not forgetting pop quizzes.

Submission of my english research project is also due next Tuesday and I'm partially done with two of my arguments and introduction. Still lack the references needed. Let's hope I wouldn't procrastinate in this period of time. XD

Stress level is of course rising, and trying my best to cope with it. My luxury will always remain in gym. Tends to drift myself away when I'm in gym, especially when I'm on threadmill. I want to post something appreciative on my future post, after reflecting a few things when I'm idling around.

Went out to Pyramid to watch proposal with my MUFY mates on Thursday. Hung out with Esther on Wednesday and Saturday, My muscle is kinda sore after hours of badminton for two days straight. Aiming to become a pro ^^
Next target : Backhand Smash

Oh well, I suppose thats all for myself. Rest assuring myself to study constantly and remain the top seed. ^^

- BenNike (23rd August 2009)

14th August 2009

Posted by BenNike

So in love with Lenka - The Show and David Archuleta - Zero Gravity. Since I've private this blog already. My post is going to start to be personal. Hehe. I had enough to trying to control the emotions I conveyed through my post and be neutral as possible, so as not to accuse nor offend anyone reading it.

Oh well, that's the past, I've learned and not doing it again.

College life is somehow mundane and monotonous, with the weather being a bitch most of the time, fiery sunny day, just can't take it. I'm kinda disappointed today after hearing what my parents have to say. If only my grandma would appreciate their sheer and sincere effort in making her life easier. Sigh..

Anyway, good news is, I got a perfect score of 100% for my 1st Accounting Topic Test.
Real proud though ^^ Grace was so doubtful why I managed to get that even though I behaved mischievously in class. Went out for pyramid today and met up with a few friends. =)

Ok gotta make use of my priceless weekend. Will focus on my Eng research assignment and finish my novel and master Yiruma-Maybe.

GO Ben ! ^^

11th August 2009

Posted by BenNike

Despite the constant pressure I am giving myself, the expectation I believed I should achieve. Let's look into my college life.

Searing and blazing hot sun rays penetrating the fine ozone layer, which used to be thick yet as thin as a paper due to CFC, prevalence of haze, and last but not least, unexpected & unpredictable rainy days.

Been giving me major or minor headache at times. It sucks so much. Weather is just so hot, I always give thought twice whether to strip myself naked. haha. If only theres a shower room in college. Often needed a bath during the afternoon. XD

Homeworks and assignments..

hmm..

CSC Presentation - DONE
CSC Presentation Hard Copy Report - DONE
Char Analysis Group Oral Presentation -Thursday
Accounts homework - today
Maths homework - today

Current Results :
Maths = 82 %
CSC = 94 %
Acc = ?

Making more friends as usual. hehe.

-BeN

5th August 2009

Posted by BenNike

Back here again. Stress level - very inconsistent.
Today was a really bad though. Kept encountering things that I don't want to see and involved in.

Well, I gotten into such a bad mood and down at the same time. It's hard to joke around with me feeling like that. I guess nobody actually noticed it. For that, I've decided to go home early despite my daily regular stay back in college till 4 p.m, was at my limit already.

Duh.... Good thing is the feeling went away already. Currently neutral for now.

hmmm.. No idea what to do now, just feel like talking. yam yam yam

-Benjamin Lim

4th August 2009

Posted by BenNike

I recently knocked the side car of Myvi when I was going in for a park in the college compound. It was really embarassing and disappointing, to know the fact that I drove for 1 month already, and yet mistakes appear constantly trying to bring me down.

Other than that, life is good for now I believe. However, I suppose things will go worse from now on. It's yes or no now. Moving on, I'm having my account exam tomorrow, 70% prepared and I'm only left 2 hours to study before I slump into my snug & comfortable bed.

Nowadays, I've been thinking. Just what do I desire now ?
Besides slacking and enjoying myself, what is the purpose of my life .. ?

Am I really working towards my goal, studying sufficiently for my major subject, Computer Science or just procrastinating around. I thank God as Tatt Fai did brought me back to consciousness for my starting signs of procrastinating symptoms.

I'm well aware of that, and now I shall pledge myself to really push myself. What am I lacking now is the driving force, I require. Coming back from college, I'll be entirely tired, physically and mentally and just wants to take a long nap. Upon waking, I basically wasted my entire time because my sleeping time has yet to change.

Just what am I doing again ? When will I do something productive ?

I promise I will change.

My current resolution, which I will start doing now.
  • Study for my computer science
  • Read my novels, finish it
  • Once reaching home, I will head to the gym and workout
  • Really control my diet, I've gaining weight lately, *not muscles* zz
  • Be committed in my badminton
  • Be commited to piano
Well, that all I believe for now. Wish myself luck though for tomorrow's gruelling test. hehe. 90+ please ^^

-Benjamin Lim